Q: Well this is really awkward and unusual for me,but what the heck you only live once right? Well Justin(inmate in Duffield jail) and I were sort of together about a year ago but he wanted to go in and out of my life.Then he went to jail and I stood by him through the whole time he was in Sullivan County then he was moved to Wise County jail and I couldn't talk and see him as much. When he got out he came home but he wasn't the Justin I loved he was angry and blew me off all the time. So we grew distant it's been a year now. He sent me a letter from Duffield jail now and I've wrote him back. It took everything I had to finally send him a letter and I poured my heart out to him and I love him so much it's unbelievable I'd lay down my life for that boy,but I'm afraid he doesn't really understand how much he hurt me and how much I care. I'm at a crossroads and I don't know what to do. He also has a child and she is so very precious but her mother is rude and loves the drama.